I have this feeling it’s called fear <br />I have the fear of who will be dying or will I be next? <br />If I stop think about “how can I have myself prepare? “. <br />This fear is consuming me. <br />It’s like stealing something from me. <br /> <br />I don’t know what it is…. <br />How to deal with it <br />I want to see it........ <br /> <br />Can anyone help me to see? <br /> Does this feeling go away? <br />Are these feelings real or fake. <br /> <br />I also have a fear of not achieving my dreams <br />That thought makes me want to scream. <br />I have Fear of my life.Every day that’s not much <br />I could say on that, I try give it my strife <br /> <br />The real world gives me fear too. <br />Sometimes, “I wish everything would disappear <br />Instead appear into fear”. <br /> <br /> The Fear of losing my mother before I am ready to let her go. <br />What road do I take so I won’t let fear win. <br />Fear takes my thoughts of losing my husband, and <br />losing one of my children too. <br />Even though, I almost did loose a child. <br /> <br />I can let the fear, do what it is doing.. <br />I fear of losing my dearest friend. <br />I am sorry I cant pretend that fear is not here. <br /> <br />The fear of my own death and the cause of it will be? <br /> <br />I don’t want to see. <br /> <br />The fear of my lifestyle should it be the way it should be lived? <br /> <br />or should it be change? <br /> <br /> Do I dear change it, but how? <br /> <br /> I know that I have a fear of being alone. <br /> <br /> It’s the unknown <br /> <br /> Is My Biggest Fear<br /><br />Pam Fraser<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/my-biggest-fear/