I will never be able to see life any other way then the way I saw it with you. <br />Life is about decision and choices <br />Sometimes those decisions are the hardest ones you ever have to make. <br />Will my life go on and be good? <br />Yes because I choose that! <br />Will I ever be able to write and not think of you? No! <br />Will I ever be able to check my mail and not think of you? No! <br />Will I ever be able to look at my phone again and not think of you? No! <br />Will I ever be able to close my eyes and not think of you? One day. <br />To know that someone out there was my soul mate but won't be my life mate is heartbreaking.. <br />Will this be painful? Yes <br />Will I cry daily over this? Yes <br />Do I believe this is the best decision? Yes <br />Will I doubt this? Yes every time I see him. Every time I hear music. <br />Every time I see fog. Every morning I wake up! <br />Will I ever have peace about this? One day because I know that he is living his life happily and I will live my life happily. <br />Would I have ever of known what beauty was without him? NO! ! ! <br />Will I be weak some days? Yes! <br />The question was......Do I have to let you go? <br />The answer is yes..........<br /><br />Nancy L Cohen<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/do-i-have-to-let-you-go/
