I hate that these tears are something you made and i have to live with in my eyes. <br />I hate that that you made me fake a smile, a laugh. <br />Because of you i try my hardest to forget everything. <br /> <br />Your the closest thing to perfect but the farthest thing from me. <br /> <br />I'll never be forgivin for all my faults, by you or god or anyone. <br />But this I know i am not here for grace, or padon, or to give them. <br />My way is through shodow, blackness on the path, and in my heart, in my eyes, <br />and in my soul.My fate unknown.My destiny my own. <br /> <br />I guess all I can do is wait for a betta day. <br /> <br />wrightin by my beutiful friend Hillary<br /><br />Heather Noble<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/these-tears/