I have no right for justice <br />Standing alone in the dark <br />I dont even deserve that <br />I never deserved anything <br />That you did for me <br />But yet you were there <br />To help clean up my sorrows <br />And my woes <br />But that didnt stop me <br />I had to go on <br />I was such an idiot <br />For doing what I did <br />I know saying 'Im sorry' <br />Wont change a damn thing <br />From what I did in the past <br />But I truly am sorry for what I did <br />I realize what harm I did to others <br />For turning them on to it <br />I know that our friendship is lost forever <br />And it hurts inside knowing that <br />Every morning when I get up <br />That our trust has been broken <br />Forever <br />I can tell you are ashamed <br />When you wont even look at me <br />Not even to give me an evil glare <br />A glare that says 'I hate you' <br />In every single way possible <br /> <br />You dont deserve anyone like me <br />You deserve much better <br />You dont deserve any of the shit <br />I have ever put you through <br /> <br />Maybe, someday, hopefully, I'll grow up <br />And realize how naive and stupid I was<br /><br />Tofur Damico<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/forever-hurt-an-apology-to-those-who-are-very-cl/
