Cut up and die, <br />Veins good enough to slice this time, <br />My apathetic release from this world. <br /> <br />Because i am the girl you never took the time to notice. <br />And i am the girl who cried herself to sleep each night. <br />Im the girl who was never good enough for you. <br />Im the girl you have slowly destroyed with your hate. <br /> <br />This is to pathetic. <br />So i shall take it a step further and cry you a river whilst i drag this blade across my veins. <br />I never wanted it to end this way. <br />I just wanted to be accepted by you. <br />But you made me feel rejected. <br />You made me feel alone. <br /> <br />Now your the one dragging this blade threw my veins. <br />Numbing all pain whilst i slip away. <br />Don't you think i look pretty crying? <br />Don’t you think i look pretty dieing in your arms?<br /><br />Emma Butler<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/suicidal-thoughts/