You barely even know my name <br />We spoke a couple times <br />And no one really knows my shame <br />My fantasies – my crimes. <br /> <br />I belong to someone else <br />And so do you, you see <br />But I would gladly forsake all <br />For stolen time with thee. <br /> <br />Oh, how I long to touch your face <br />To kiss your lips, your neck <br />But some would find it a disgrace <br />Two families I would wreck. <br /> <br />I yearn to hold you close to me <br />Your flesh wantonly taste. <br />Can you somehow hear my plea? <br />Can you sense my haste? <br /> <br />Your eyes, your mouth, your hands, your skin <br />Hot whispers in my ear. <br />My mind awhirl, eternal spin <br />You fiercely pull me near. <br /> <br />The smell of you intoxicates <br />I can’t bear too much more. <br />My body eagerly awaits <br />Take me, I’m your whore. <br /> <br />Your hands upon me, mouth is dry <br />Your fingers through my hair. <br />I feel your manhood on my thigh <br />I say a silent prayer. <br /> <br />God, please don’t let this moment end <br />Please let it last forever. <br />My actions I can not defend <br />No excuses whatsoever. <br /> <br />But if you grant me this one thing <br />I will not ask for more. <br />This isn’t just a senseless fling <br />For this man I do adore. <br /> <br />And just when I think all is well <br />And perfect with the world <br />My daydream broken by a bell <br />By telephone unfurled. <br /> <br />I spot you now across the room <br />You smile at me, unknowing. <br />I turn away, my face flushed red <br />My dishonor clearly showing. <br /> <br />The day is done and we go home <br />The Clerk and the Advisor. <br />Never to stray, never to roam <br />With you none the wiser. <br /> <br />When evening comes repeat the prayer <br />And say a soft amen. <br />Tomorrow I will find the strength <br />To endure this once again. <br /> <br />(12/4/05)<br /><br />Shannon Chapel<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/secret-admirer/
