tears roll down my face <br />almost as common as a bad cliché <br />we've been apart <br />longer than we were together <br />my wounds reopened <br />by a car, a face, a word <br />-anything <br />but i know that my name <br />my favorites, my rights <br />could never make you think of me <br /> <br />other girls with cookie cutter faces <br />pile around you like groupies <br />you never stated why you were with <br />a slump like me <br />only that it was for ulterior motives <br />you never loved me <br />you admitted that <br /> <br />why can't i stop being mad? <br />why can't i move on? <br />why do i have to distance myself <br />over 600 miles <br />only to feel like i need to be further? <br />why can't i stop being scared <br />i'll see you again? <br />why won't you disappear? <br />why won't i get what i deserve? <br />why won't you get yours? <br /> <br />if only you saw <br />what you did to me <br />i wonder if you'd care <br />take back those nasty words <br />that i can't erase <br />tell me i was worth more <br />you fucked me up <br />now i can't see <br />myself <br />anymore <br /> <br />i'm going to die alone <br />i'm going to die alone <br />my neopets well fed <br />and my car adored <br />this broken girl will never smile <br />again, oh no <br />i'm going to die alone <br />i'm going to die alone <br />you were the most special person <br />to me <br />and youre gone <br />and i'm alone<br /><br />Lindsay King<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-m-going-to-die-alone/
