I'm not sorry for the things I said <br />when I was hurting deep inside. <br />They were things I had to say, and <br />things I could no longer hide. <br /> <br />I get called spoiled and <br />also a brat <br />If people knew the real me <br />they would not say that. <br /> <br />I cry deep inside everyday. <br />Every night. <br />The only thing I wish is that <br />everything was right. <br /> <br />Nothing seems right. <br />Nothing seems fair. <br />It's harder for me cause <br />I have no one there. <br /> <br />No one to guide me or <br />help me at all. <br />I feel claustrophobic. <br />My world seems so small. <br /> <br />I gotta get out and try <br />being by myself. <br />If I don't there'll be <br />nothing left. <br /> <br />I hope for the best and <br />pray at night. <br />That one day everything <br />will be alright. <br /> <br />However long it takes <br />I'll be right here. <br />I won't say 'I'm sorry' <br />and I won't cry a tear.<br /><br />Heather Noble<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/im-not-sorry/