The cathedral of horror is built inside of me... <br />Involuntarily trembling... <br />I can hear your words, <br />Your whispers and screams <br />Are surrounding me, <br />I can’t think! <br /> <br />I can’t control my raging feelings, <br />The trembling is so strong! <br />I cannot control myself... <br />My eyes are crushing, <br />Under the weight of my tears... <br /> <br />The chainsaw of feelings is cutting me deep, <br />Deep enough to hit the bone, <br />Deep enough to make me tremble... <br />I look into your eyes <br />And all I can see is rage! <br /> <br />The church of happiness is damaged, <br />All of its bricks fall down on me, <br />I’m trying to escape this wreck, <br />But I cannot! <br /> <br />I am stuck here, <br />Like a shark in the sea! <br /> <br />I can’t breath anymore! <br />I do not wish to hear your loud cries, <br />I do not wish to see you cry... <br />I’ll let myself be crucified <br />And cut to pieces by you... <br />Just make sure I live <br />To see you cut me, <br />I live to see how <br />Your chainsaw <br />Goes through my flesh, <br />Goes through my bones, <br />Make sure I bleed to death! <br /> <br />©Elya Thorn. Do not republish without permission! <br />Part of 'Dark Whisperings and Invocations'<br /><br />Elya Thorn<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/chainsaw-of-feelings/
