I'm lying in this grave that I have dug for myself <br />He says I hold the key to my future... <br />but really what is my future <br /> <br />They scream and shout <br />Your not good enough <br />You'll never make it <br />Your just a narcissisitic little bitch <br /> <br />They scream and shout <br />'if I die its you fault' <br />But is it really... <br /> <br />I'm lying in this bed full of nails and regret <br /> <br />I'm just a misfit doll <br />you can poke me <br />you can prick me <br />you can punch me <br />you can slap me <br />you can stab me <br />you can rape me <br />you can beat me til I'm bloody <br />But....I....Don't....Feel....A....Thing <br /> <br />Cause my heart is black as coal <br />My heart is just a black hole <br /> <br />(11-10-04)<br /><br />Brandi Young<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/black-as-coal/
