in this big world, <br />no love and uncared for, <br />this place, <br />it's so cruel, <br />filled with haterd, <br />unwanted pain and sorrows. <br />... <br />I tell the one's i love and care for, <br />to believe and just have some hope, <br />but where's the hope for me? <br />it's gone, <br />left me along time ago, <br />when i was a child. <br />... <br />Thought everything would change, <br />for the better, <br />as i got older, <br />but it only got worse, <br />as the years go by. <br />... <br />Now i've been sitting here, <br />thinking about my life, <br />and where it's goin, <br />and it's looking pretty lonely. <br />... <br />Cuz im not well in the head, <br />i feel at a lost, <br />with myself and others, <br />everything feels so far from me, <br />yet its closer to me, <br />then it will ever get. <br />... <br />I try and try again, <br />to fix everything, <br />thats been broken or hurt, <br />torn or worse, <br />but i just get things wrong again, <br />keep looking for answers, <br />in others, <br />that i'll never find, <br />so now all i can do, <br />is site here and cry. <br />: : end: : <br /> <br />written: 10/28/05<br /><br />Broken Angel<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-feel-so-alone/
