Premarital? <br />she would never claim she's encountered <br />Alot fo things go through her mind <br />As she flips through channels <br />She finally fell in love <br />scared to share her body abused <br />Because, past crushes put her body <br />to sexual use <br />Even though she wasn't ready <br />That's why she denies premarital <br />& at night sh cries so heavily <br />sees herself as a virgin until <br />1 she loves takes her virginity <br />& boys caress her body in ways <br />that make her feel unpretty <br />She thinks to herself <br />she's so confused <br />always having lesbian fantasies <br />But a hatred toward females <br />is the reason she denies her bi-sexuality <br />she says she's hetero-sexual <br />because people believe it's right <br />& because she's greatly affected by <br />the entire homo & bi-sexual stereotype <br />But now she's met someone <br />& she longs for his touch <br />eager for him to put his manhood inside her <br />& spread her legs wider <br />& that moment would be <br />the loss of her virginity <br />yet she keeps having these lesbian fantasies <br />& she knows she likes boys, femmes, and AG's <br />But what can she do <br />when people like her hetero <br />sexual <br />& the fantasies <br />won't stop coming <br />she can tell <br />teh devil's laughing amused <br />she sits not knowing what to do <br />& this girl remains so... <br />Confused<br /><br />Ariel Miles<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/confused-5/
