Its actually over, I can’t believe it’s true <br />I never pictured myself without picturing you. <br />Things between us will never be the same. <br />But I can’t be mad at you because I am the one to blame. <br />I did what I did, and there is no changing the past. <br />As I look out my window the cars drive by fast. <br />Each car represents a memory we made <br />they’ve come and gone without leaving a trace. <br />I'm not giving up, just like I never do. <br />For I know if things were reversed, you'd be persistent too. <br />So, now I'm going to jump out my window and chase the cars down the street. <br />Because every memory we made is one we should keep. <br />I never meant to hurt you, you are very important to me. <br />Why would I want to hurt someone who, in my life, I need? <br />You may not take me back, and that I deserve. <br />This is when the car runs me over and leaves me to die by the curb. <br />Without you in my life, I will not be able to live, don't you see? <br />So by giving up on us, you're slowly killing me. <br />I know I have no room to be selfish, since this is all my fault. <br />But you might as well cut me open, and in the wound, poor salt. <br />Perhaps then you'll understand the pain and guilt I feel. <br />So I'll pray beside my bed and talk to God as I kneel. <br />I'll ask God to forgive me first because I know he will. <br />Maybe this means you will too, I've always considered you a hero. <br />So I'll send this to you, and I'll seal it with a kiss <br />because it’s not only you, but its us, that I miss.<br /><br />Jessica Andress<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-miss-you-2/
