I'm finally here <br /> To find out my fate <br /> It's been six long months <br /> No longer can I wait <br /> <br /> Blood tests are normal <br /> Scans have been fine <br /> But the anxiety, the waiting <br /> I'm losing my mind <br /> <br /> They've found a few tumors <br /> They've found a few lumps <br /> But they can't seem to find <br /> Why I am down in the dumps <br /> <br /> Bipolar I am <br /> Depression, it's no news <br /> But the pain, the stress <br /> My joints I cannot use <br /> <br /> CT's and blood work <br /> MRI too <br /> EMG and X-rays <br /> What more can they do? <br /> <br /> I have to find the cause <br /> Of this pain that's so severe <br /> So I can live in peace <br /> And survive another year<br /><br />Denise Clark<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/waiting-room/
