I can't help wondering <br />if my life is one big joke. <br />Why must I feel so different? <br />Is it amusing to see me squirm in my own skin? <br />I just want to feel normal... <br />(whatever that is) . <br />I want to feel happiness.......without the guilt. <br />I want to feel passion...... without the shame. <br />I want to feel sadness.......without the hopelessness. <br />I want to feel love.......without feeling undeserving. <br />I just want to feel! <br /> <br />I know... <br /> <br />I want too much.<br /><br />Mary Nagy<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-want-too-much/
