Why does it have to be me <br />To go through this bit? <br />Why does it have to be me <br />Who never throws a fit? <br /> <br />Im crying can't you see. <br />Don't you care about me? <br />I lock Myself in the bathroom. <br />I won't let any one in. <br />Then I see it <br />Perfectly sharp in all its Glory <br />To help me <br />Release me <br />Let me be free. <br />I take it in my hand, <br />Gripping it Tightly, <br />Pointing it carefully at my wrist. <br />I am goint to do this. <br />I close my eyes <br />Count to 5 - <br />Aahh a sudden pain <br />Releases, I feel it trickling <br />I look at it. <br />Its not too deep but Deep enough <br />To feel <br />To know I'm real. <br />I'm released <br />And I am not hurt <br />Not in the least. <br /> <br />Then I sit <br />Once Again <br />Looking, Thinking <br />About what I've just done, <br />Just accomplished <br />A small Frown appears <br />on my face, <br />A tear takes place <br />Makes it journey <br />to the floor <br />Then I beamed <br />I smiled <br />I got up <br />Looked in the Mirror <br />And Screamed <br />'I'm Not Trapped Any More! '<br /><br />Melissa Ferrer<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/x-cut-x/
