I am sorry. <br />I told you: <br />'If ever in need just MSG me.' <br />You reached out <br />& I played blind. <br />My promises I did not mind. <br /> <br />Though I never abused you, <br />I ignored you. <br />All u needed was a friend. <br />Without warning, <br />I might as well have shot u <br />in the back of your head. <br /> <br />I am sorry. <br />All u needed was a friend. <br /> <br />You need someone to embrace you- <br />Cry with you- <br />Be real with you- <br />Someone who'd never steal from u. <br /> <br />I am just an addict. <br />Pitiful, it's true. <br />Undeserving. <br />So undeserving, of a good friend like you. <br /> <br />Sure, I'm full of good intentions- <br />Though, worthless in all dimensions. <br /> <br />This letter u may never see <br />So my true feelings you may never know. <br />Nope. No Rhyming here. <br />Just absolute sincerity. <br /> <br />But I'm sorry! <br />Truly! <br />Honestly! <br />From the bottom of my heart, <br />So sorry! <br /> <br />Because you are very dear to me <br />And I promised to be available <br />If as a friend u felt in need. <br /> <br />Yet, alone I let u stand. <br />As I write this <br />I know alone you remain <br />Somewhere probably screaming my name. <br /> <br />I'M SO SORRY, Todd! <br /> I TRULY AM!<br /><br />Stacy Collinsworth<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-am-sorry-r-i-p-todd/