I always wanted to be a hollywood girl... <br />dancing in moonlight, swimming in flowers <br />making love in the rain. <br />Then my hero came and I thought that I was saved...I only had to grab. <br />But then I hesitated, thought it wasn't real and I doubted his love: <br />causing nothing but pain. <br />Now I've lost the part. <br />The leading role in love and now I'm lost and sad that's too bad. <br /> <br />Nothing I can do, <br />can ever make up for the way I treated you. <br />Nothing I can say, <br />can make the living easy <br />Take the pain away. <br />Nothing I can try, is good enough for love. <br />Nothing I can do, is good enough for you. <br />This emptiness inside, <br />my overbearing selfish pride... <br />makes me dread the day I fell in love with you... <br />Not because I am so sad, but because I am so bad... <br />I dread falling in love with you cos without you, nothingness remains.<br /><br />Meagan Peters<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/this-is-for-you/
