I have done it now, <br />I have pushed him far enough, <br />I know that I have gone to far, <br />But the walls around me are building up, <br />I can’t see that how much he loves me, <br />I thought I was doing the right thing by pushing everyone away, <br />I hate myself for doing the wrong things, <br />I blame myself for causing the pain in everyone around me, <br />I am afraid to let anyone get close to me, <br />I surround myself with the guilt I feel inside, <br />On the inside I cry, <br />He is gone to far, <br />Far away from me, <br />I am ashamed of my life because its empty like my soul, <br />I try to reach out, <br />Reach out for help that I needed, <br />I try to let him get close to me but I keep on pushing him away, <br />The further I push him, <br />The further he drifts away, <br />I am left with this broken heart because I have pushed him away, <br />I just wish I knew how to fix this mistake I have caused for myself and for the one I love.<br /><br />Jennifer Rondeau<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/gone-to-far/
