Deep inside, <br />It hurts, <br />And the pain never stops. <br /> <br />Deep inside, <br />I keep rotting in peace, <br />And the rotting never stops. <br /> <br />Letting go, <br />Letting you live, <br />Letting go, <br />Running away... <br /> <br />Deep inside, <br />I felt the pain, <br />When I had to let you go... <br /> <br />Deep inside, <br />I still long for you, <br />My dream! <br /> <br />And my crawling fantasies <br />Come to me at night, <br />Make their appearance in the twilight, <br /> <br />Fake hopes, <br />Fake people, <br />Fake world! <br /> <br />I already died inside, <br />Just let me be, <br />I already killed my dream, <br />Just let me live... <br /> <br />Fake words, <br />Fake poems, <br />But real pain! <br /> <br />Deep inside, <br />It hurts, <br />And the dream never stops! <br /> <br />Deep inside, <br />Those cruel dreams <br />Crawl like worms, <br /> <br />Eating every piece of me, <br />Consuming me <br />Before I am dead, <br /> <br />Stick your hand inside, <br />Kill the dream, <br />Then I’ll be able to breathe! <br /> <br />©Elya Thorn. Do not republish without permission! <br />Part of 'Dark Whisperings and Invocations'<br /><br />Elya Thorn<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/crawling-fantasies/