My heart can no longer feel <br />Even the cut of surgical steel <br />Longing for the night just to sleep <br />But keep lost count of sheep <br /> <br />I’m standing tall and walking straight <br />What’s in mind is not what I had said <br />Hiding this troubled trembling soul inside me <br />I’m crying out loud but you can’t see <br /> <br />A little kiss and a smile <br />Waving this hand just for a while <br />“Goodbye” is what I shouted <br />But it wasn’t a good one <br />Has never been a good one…<br /><br />Ali Kristianto Budiman<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/goodbye-is-not-always-a-good-one/
