I’m on the verge of suicide life or death <br />I can’t decide is life in heaven better than this, <br />But if I died who would I miss? <br /> <br />Look into the abyss, <br />Look back and see what your about to miss, <br />It doesn't matter anymore she doesn’t want you, <br />You’re more the fool, take one last breathe <br />And jump into death <br /> <br />On the way down I realized I was wrong, life is much more than that bitch now, I was falling like a bird shot from the sky but then … <br />I found my wings again and I arose from the ashes, the embers, the flame of the blaze, <br />I arose a phoenix from the flames <br /> <br />I tried to think of who told me to jump, I remembered it was me, I found the voice and with a knife I stabbed the fucker he isn’t squeaking no more <br /> <br />Know there’s just me I’m all alone <br />I’m on the verge of suicide life or death I cant decide is life in heaven better than this, but if I died who would I miss? <br />Then I hit an angel so perfect pure and everything else, then I turn to look fully in her face <br />and then I realize that its you …<br /><br />Phil Whittaker<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/verge/
