I'm at peace in a bueatiful place. <br />I'm in a nicer better place now. <br />It's far nicer than the life I left behind <br />Now I can be at peace with noone to hurt me. <br /> <br />I knew when I swallowed the pills that I'd be ok. <br />I don't no how but some how I just knew. <br />Prehaps it was a vision. <br />Or mabey someone decided to let me end my pain. <br /> <br />As your all there in the room crying. <br />Within the wake of my suicide. <br />I want you to remember the good times. <br />But also all the bad times I endured. <br />Then mabey you'll be able to understand. <br />My reasons for leaving. <br /> <br />As your sitting there crying and mourning my life. <br />I want this message to reach you. <br />If you didn't find the note. <br /> <br />Don't cry or be sad it's not your fualt. <br />Theres nothing you could of done. <br />Noone could reach or save me. <br />Blame need not lie with any of you. <br />It was my decision to make. <br /> <br />I'm so so sorry really I am. <br />My rollercoaster of emotions was too much to bare. <br /> <br />I hope you can try and understand now. <br />And come to terms with my decision. <br />Don't be angry or sad. <br />My love to you all.<br /><br />Amy Kerswell<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/im-at-peace-in-a-better-place/
