She is strong and I am not <br />She filled a hole in me that was hard to spot <br />I am greatful for that she gave to me <br />At risk it may be <br /> <br />A payment I want to render <br /> unto you <br />Finding you personaly to give the due <br /> <br />Should I choose a street <br />Or something with a beat <br />A path <br />With growth all over <br /> <br />Are there perils to be found? <br />Should it be that from drunkenness <br />There will stumbling all around <br /> <br />Is there a grass covered hill <br />that on top you can see <br />Or it may be a small incline up to me <br />Might you lay amoungst the spring time flowers, <br />Dreaming it may be. <br /> <br />What choice will you do? <br />That I may come to be by you <br /> <br />Disconnected cynicals ways of living <br />Am I not <br />Do I have strength to pervail over myself <br />A choice should be made <br />Or should I not <br />Like on hot day <br /> trying grab a heat wave. <br /> <br />Do you fit bettween the beat of my heart <br />Has the stress from being there <br />Torn you apart <br /> <br />Is love for purchase <br />Could it be <br />Or is it just risk free<br /><br />Howard Johnson<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/a-hole-filled-in-me/