this shall be the words i never speek, <br />for this is the things my heart shall seek, <br />the things i wanted to say would not come out, <br />but now in my head its what my heart wants to shout, <br />but we will never truely be, <br />yes you, <br />yes me, <br />but never as a we, <br />the things that were said, <br />still ringing in my head, <br />its such a shame the way it cuts me up inside, <br />but you'll never know the true feelings i try to hide, <br />the words ill never say, <br />its just the way, <br />the way you look at me made me feel safe with you, <br />but its the heart-renching things you put me through, <br />that are truely keeping me from saying these words, <br />the words i want to say are right there infront of you, <br />youll never know that thay were right there, <br />but them you can never share, <br />you dont know where thay were do you, <br />thay were in my eyes.....right there..bare!<br /><br />Michelle Guza<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/a-poem-i-will-not-say-out-loud/