What does it feel like to hate someone you love, <br />To wish they were better even though you admire them <br />or to be in disgust when you think she's beautiful <br />How do you live in fear and happiness simultaneously <br />And wish you were gone but yet desire to stay... <br /> <br />Can you ever find eternal peace in your chaotic soul <br />or sleep without worrying what tomorrow might bring <br />Will you ever be able to fulfil the vows; <br />the words you promised so long ago, <br />or will it be lost forever in your saddened mind.<br /><br />Deana Rode<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/1998-for-dad/
