I am going through one of those weak moments, <br />Lonely as I have never been, I have lost just not love, <br />Lost a friend, I shall never get again, <br />Earlier I shared with you these weak moments of mine, <br />Today you have gone away, never to turn back again, <br />As I loved you and got you as a friend and everything, <br />I lost everybody else I had, never cared even, <br />That was my mistake, why should you care, <br />That you never wanted me the way I did, matters, <br />Sometimes I still feel, let me give in, and be as you want, <br />But soon realization strikes, that’s not love, as I had seen, <br />Though I know you just do that, not there alone, here too, <br />You want best of both worlds, at what cost, you only know, <br />I am devastated today, not because you went away, <br />But because my judgment went so wrong about your ways, <br />You lacked not just love but gratitude even, <br />I could not have afforded what you want, <br />Not because I did not want, but it was just not right.<br /><br />Amit Biswas<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/999-weak-moments/
