I am so fookin fed up with shit.... <br />Stress has me feelin' like throwin a damn fit! <br /> <br />I'm sittin' on this bed a wonderin' what's next, <br />If I close my eyes will it all go away? <br /> <br />I continue to try to see the good in all of this <br />Some reason it just isn't happenin' today. <br /> <br />This bitter-sweet bliss of a life <br />Is playin' games with my heart, I must say <br /> <br />Forget the time, forget the way <br />I guess I should have been an actress <br /> <br />Wearin' fancy dresses... <br />Most people say ' I had no clue...' <br /> <br />Don't realize I kept it that way <br />You wouldn't probably understand, <br /> <br />Unless you were in my shoe. <br />Sometimes we all gotta look @ life's direction <br /> <br />And ask ourselves is this perfection? <br />Right now I just don't give a rat's ass, <br /> <br />Test me, give it your best shot... I can assure you'll I'll pass. <br />Is it so much to desire to be held and carressed <br /> <br />We could just talk or even go for a short walk <br />Down memory lane, sharring each others paths <br /> <br />You say you could be my strength <br />I'm not for certain if I could ask for you to go to that length. <br /> <br />One way or another it's a fact... <br />Eventually one will be left standing alone <br /> <br />I can assure you it wont be due to lack of tact. <br />I'll close this now since the tears just wont stop <br /> <br />But before I do, please understand I love ya too! <br /> <br />Drop, <br />Drop <br />Achooo!<br /><br />Kristin Nicole RothDavis<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/this-is-me-now/
