I am honored to have been your one and only <br />To have been the love of your life <br />But your so unfocused lately, that all i am is lonely <br />Your busy with other things in your life <br />And no matter where i stand, i'll always be supporting <br />But it's all so hard on me, and it affects how you treat me <br />The tone in which you talk to me and the way you ignore me <br />Yes i still care for you, but right now i need someone who <br />Can focus on me and appreciate me <br />This all feels so strange, for we don't part on bad ways <br />And if you could only see the tears coming down my face, feel my pain <br />If you walked into this room right now, i would forget it all <br />And melt into you, take you away with me <br />But your not here, and you can't help it <br />And we have a problem that may be beyond our solving <br />I'm not mentally stable to take it all again <br />Better stop now, while i'm beginning to go numb <br />There are so many things here that remind me of you <br />That old brown blanket, the strawberry incense, that sexy little outfit <br />Eventually i'll stop crying, i want you to be happy <br />To many songs remind me of you or us <br />The memories are overpowering <br />I can still picture your face, when your sleeping <br />As my tears splash on the page <br />I know what is happening, i can feel my heart break <br />Into a few more pieces, and i want you to know that you always had me <br />And should have trusted me, because i was always there <br />And i was always loving, always in love with you<br /><br />Guarded Heart<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/a-sad-one-sided-story-he-needs-to-read/
