I reach into the cold abyss of mind, <br />self spoken reason and the truth is hidden between a thin dark line.... <br />I am remorseful and yet i condemned your being, <br />it is not a melody, it is hate living, beating until the world rewritten, <br />reincarnate, washed away and driven.... <br /> <br />The serenade in the night, the warnth of your palm pleading tight... <br /> <br />I find my journey to forget are nowhere near, <br />nor the angels chanting the song of solitude, everywhere but here... <br />As the cause to forgive are lost, <br />and revenge is the tool I want the most... <br /> <br />I cannot wait for everything to vanished, <br />I cannot hope for your spirit to be banished... <br />As evil as my heart can be, as clouded as my thoughts, <br />I cannot see... <br />Believe my o dear love! <br />I bear the burden and, barely, the joy i'm helpless to prove.... <br /> <br />It is eternal, so to speak, <br />if there are no betrayal, the world wouldn't be so bleak..... <br /> <br />So please.... <br />Elevate me, paint me anything but this false vivid colour, <br />and it will all be over...false thought, sad dream, and a life to hope for....<br /><br />Michael Devant<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/false-thoughts/
