Tonight I'll stand under the streetlight <br />So you can count my tears <br />Falling so hard for you <br />In sighting each of my fears <br />I'll not wipe them away <br />I'll just let myself cry <br />I won't even try to pull myself together <br />As I slowly die inside <br />Don't wipe the tears from my cheeks <br />Don't tell my its okay <br />You don't know how it is <br />You've never felt this way <br />Try to turn away <br />Act like you don't care <br />You can any other time <br />But this time when you turn, the tears are still there <br />This time I won't try <br />I'll let the mascara bleed <br />Right in the middle of this highway <br />I stand for the world to see <br />'Look everyone, I'm crying! ' <br />My face seems to scream <br />This time I won't wipe the tears away <br />No matter how it seems <br />Pain has made me stronger <br />Even though I look like a wreck <br />I'll be the most gorgeous mess you've ever laid eyes on <br />And the saddest corpse when I dropp dead <br />I'll be your most beautiful disaster <br />I'll be your worst mistake <br />Now I stand in the light <br />So you can hear my heart break<br /><br />Tatianna Rei Moonshadow<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/my-heart-can-t-get-any-worse/