I still cry. <br />I still ache. <br />I still destroy myself. <br />I still want you to hold me. <br />I still compare everyone to you. <br />I still dream of our wedding. <br />I still scream for you. <br />I still hate her for taking you. <br />I still think of you. <br />I still miss you. <br />I still wonder about you. <br />I still want to push you away. <br />I still lie to myself. <br />I still long to hold you. <br />I still wish to die. <br />I still reach for you. <br />And mostly, <br />I still love you. <br />But if you were to ask me… <br />I’d deny all of this.<br /><br />Amber Green<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/denial-2/
