The pain you have caused, all the secrets the lies, <br />How can you keep smiling when I look into your eyes, <br />The horror, the anguish I cant believe it was you, <br />When I finally found out I couldn’t believe it was true. <br />You started with a kiss but didn’t stop there, <br />And now that I know its so hard to bare, <br />I still have that feeling that you somehow lost, <br />You know that word that used to explain the two of us, <br />So now I m alone and with no one to trust, <br />While you sit in her house surrounded by lust. <br />I look into the mirror and all I see is my mistakes, <br />You do the same and only see a face. <br />Now what I do I cant decide, <br />You have left me ripped and torn up inside, <br />I m so confused and don’t know what to do, <br />I feel so used I cant even hug you. <br />You wonder why we cant be friends, <br />My hearts been broken and cant seem to mend. <br />You say its still there that its not completely gone, <br />But how can that be if it feels so wrong. <br />Love Is a strange thing and cant be controlled, <br />Its not just some clay that you can play with and mould. <br />I know we weren’t perfect like you see on TV, <br />But we loved each other and we as happy as could be. <br />Now I m back to the same question that made this poem start, <br />Do I listen to my head, or follow my heart?<br /><br />Angel Smith<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/do-i-listen-to-my-head-or-follow-my-heart/
