I watch the world from my room <br />Waiting for sleep to come <br />Staring up at the ceiling <br />Wishing I had a gun <br />I'd shoot myself <br />I'd end my pain <br />Knowing that in the end <br />I'd lived in vain <br />And I'd lie to the angels <br />Say you gave me my death <br />Then I'd sell my soul <br />Because I'd have nothing left <br />I'd look into Heaven <br />And at the gates be denied <br />Condemned to Hell <br />Because I lived a lie <br /> <br />And I watch the world <br />From inside my room <br />I lay there and know <br />This place will be my tomb <br />I pray to the angels <br />That they'll just let me die <br />I'm tired of living <br />This miserable life <br />I'd have a knife <br />Clutched tight in my hand <br />And I'd pray in my head <br />Hoping God understands <br />But I'd be damned <br />And sent away <br />When I got to the final <br />The Judgment Gates <br />He could never understand <br />That I really did try <br />He would just see it <br />As My Suicide<br /><br />Tatianna Rei Moonshadow<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/my-suicide-8/
