got stood up today <br />and the pain is almost too strong <br />don't know if i can take much more <br />of this torture and torment <br /> <br />i'm standing here at the edge <br />just about to fall over <br />wanting that blissful darkness <br />to come in and numb everything <br /> <br />so tired of all this heartache <br />wanting to be so much more <br />than what i am <br />can't help but wonder if i'll ever be <br /> <br />more than what he sees <br />or if i'll just be <br />another heart full of emotions <br />that he toyed with <br /> <br />on the edge of the cliff <br />looking down into the endless blackness <br />wanting the peace that it offers <br />but being held back by the love of friends <br /> <br />almost over the edge <br />ready for the fall <br />wanting the numbness that is offered <br />just out of reach <br /> <br />only my friends seem to see <br />what i am truly like <br />for they know that my heart is fragile <br />that i'm on the mend <br /> <br />so tired of this pain <br />i feel oh so ready to fall <br />yet i can't seem to move <br />for i am almost over the edge<br /><br />Grace Hays<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/almost-over-the-edge/
