these last few months <br /> i could feel you growing inside <br />felt you beneath my heart <br />was so full of pride <br /> <br />i had hopes for you <br />dreams too <br />was so happy <br />couldnt wait to meet you <br /> <br />i went to the doctor <br />had all the tests <br />was doing all things right <br />what i thought best <br /> <br /> then the pains and bleeding started <br />this was unbelievable <br />this shouldnt be happening <br />its unconcievable <br /> <br />if i could hold you in my arms <br />for just one day <br />just a few minutes <br />before they took you away <br /> <br />why did this happen <br />what had i done wrong <br />why now <br />why this long <br /> <br />when i lost you <br />what was left of my heart <br />was shattered <br /> from you too, now i was torn apart <br />nothing else mattered <br /> <br />i left the hospital <br />went back home <br />fell into my bed <br />crying alone <br /> <br />soon i will be holding you <br />for all eternity <br />then my heart <br />shall find serenity<br /><br />sandy nobody<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/a-shattered-life/
