She sits at the window peering at the fall rain <br />Wondering if she is just to blind not to feel the pain <br />She has liked him so much for so long <br />She feels that with out loving him its just wrong <br />Just wanting to have back all the joy <br />But she kept ignoring that he was playing with her feelings like a toy <br />She watches as the rain falls wandering how she never saw it before <br />She just wanted a chance…as she whispers “just one more” <br />She looks up when she feels a touch on her shoulder <br />She believed everything that he told her <br />Her cold tears fall off her face onto her hand <br />She whispers to her sister “just once I want to understand” <br />She could never find the answers to the questions that would arise <br />She couldn’t dry the tears faster then they would fall from her eyes <br />Walking away is in her mind but she could never find the strength to move her feet <br />She stares out the window begging for her future not to be a repeat <br />The thoughts fill her head as the tears splash on the window sill <br />Looking out the window she see her reflection...eyes that would kill <br />With her sister next to her out the window they stair <br />How much is real…how much is really there <br />She loves him and thinks he is perfect in her eyes <br />Just wondering if all he said was lies <br />He said the thing that she always wanted to hear <br />She is still thinking about if it was sincere <br />It has been long enough that she has cried <br />Its now time for her to decide <br />Thoughts streaming threw her mind, tears out of her eyes, breaths faster out of her lips <br />Right threw her finders the love for him slips...<br /><br />Michelle Guza<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/her-and-him/
