I sat there my head bowed in dejection <br />It had been a long search <br />But now that it was ended <br />I did not know what to do with what I had in my hand <br /> <br />I was afraid to say, “Lord help me” <br />I was afraid to lift my eyes us up to Him <br />Yes, I was afraid to come into his presence <br />Because what I had thought through in my search, <br />Was most outrageous and horrific. <br /> <br />How it had started I know <br />Looking back I allow I am to blame <br />Even though they say it takes two to tango. <br />However I can only say, ‘mea culpa’. <br />But I just do not know how I came to this end-situation <br />That I am sitting here with this rope in my hand. <br />Do I go for it?<br /><br />Mpho Petrus Manwedi<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/do-i-go-for-it/
