Poet, I was not meant to be, <br />Pain and despair drove me to, <br />What I wasn’t ever to be <br />Desired to own a mirage, which told me, <br />She wasn’t one, but a real collage. <br /> <br />But her reality eluded her, <br />She succumbed and turned unreal, <br />Dumb I stood, my love splattered all around, <br />But she wasn’t there to help me anymore, <br />Could not collect myself back, gone was my amour. <br /> <br />Its ok, I accept, hurt I remain, unlikely to heal, <br />Let forgiveness come soon, before I can forget., <br />Me, my memory and my grace of forgiveness, <br />Are in a race, I wish I won.<br /><br />Amit Biswas<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/962-its-pain-not-poetry/