It is hard for me to be back to square one <br />I know that I am carrying this havy burden for a long time <br />It is hard for me to be back to square one <br />Because every time something happens to my life <br />I have to be back to square one <br />Starting over my life is hard <br />Planning my life is hard <br />And get back to my life the way it was <br />I don't know why I am so hard on myself? <br />I don't know why I keep punishing myself? <br />I think that is because I am so stubborn <br />That I keep doing it over and over again <br />Don't I get hurt with that? <br />Yes I do get hurt with that <br />I can't understand why I hurt myself so much <br />It is hard for me to go back to square one <br />So many bad things happened this month <br />That I am angry with myself <br />Why did I let this Happened? <br />That is because I didn't see it coming my way <br />Why didn't I see it coming my way? <br />I guess I couldn't see the warnings coming <br />I can say to myself that this time there was no warnings <br />How will my life be now? <br />It will get better? <br />It can't get any worst than it is <br />It only has to get better again <br />I am the one that have to work hard to make it better <br />I want to live my life to the fullest <br />And do the best I can <br />I am so ashamed of the things I've done <br />It thorns my heart to pieces <br />And it destroys my life completely <br />Jail is not a place for me <br />I don't want to see that place any more <br />I am working hard to stay out of there <br />I suffered so much this month <br />I hope that I don't have to suffer any more <br />I want a litte bit of peace <br />I want some hugs <br />I want someone that I can talk with <br />Back to square one <br />Back to square one <br />Back to square one <br />Back to square one<br /><br />Aldo Kraas<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/back-to-square-one/
