Am i to be loved by you a day, <br />and lost for your heart the other? <br />Know that if you walked away, <br />i will never love another.. <br />Even if i killed my own heart, <br />and stopped it from it's right to beat. <br />I swear i'll tare it apart, <br />if it longed to who is used to cheat. <br />How have i ever fell for you? <br />in no time you had all of me. <br />How didn't i know what's true? <br />that you never felt for me. <br />And i saw more than a sign, <br />but yet i stayed so in love. <br />Thinking that you are mine, <br />i flew all the skies above. <br />And they told me but i didn't believe, <br />it will end soon for it had no start. <br />But i heard nothing, trying to achieve, <br />the dream of my life to reach your heart. <br />What was ever on my mind? <br />if people lied to me, will so my eyes? <br />How was i so blind? <br />and hiding from all those lies. <br />I guess that no words are enough, <br />to describe the pain inside me. <br />I thought i am your only love, <br />and i'm your star and reverie. <br />Can't help but to stare at you, <br />and stare back at my weary life. <br />Can't help but to hate you, <br />and in this gale i won't survife. <br />Love and hate and you and i, <br />why did you have to lead me on? <br />I can't believe those tears i cry, <br />i can't believe i was never strong..<br /><br />Eman Awad<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/love-and-hate-and-you-and-i/
