if i should die now without apologizing to the people i love <br />that i have hurt in my life <br />would my soul be free <br />if i should vanish into the face of the earth <br />without telling the people i love how much i love them <br />would they truelly believe with all their heart that i <br />loved them so much that i could not love them anymore <br />that i loved them beyond the existing love <br />would i spend my after life wishing <br />i could have loved a little more <br />....a little longer maybe <br />would they spend their time left on this earth hating me <br />....hating me beyond the grave <br />for not being bold enough <br />to tell them the little thingz that mean everything <br />to a living human being <br />would they spend their time regretting ever knowing me <br />ever having to cross paths with me <br />if i should die this moment <br /> would i wonder at the love that could have been <br />....if only i had found the courage to let that someone know <br />exactly how i feel <br />if i should be counted to those who are no longer <br />would i smile inside and say that mine was a life well lived <br />is it possible for me to have regretts when my time is up <br />would i rest in peace without... <br />...wishing...hoping...thinking...praying i could have done more <br />did i give my love freely <br />...willingly and happily to people who deserves it <br />if not, then im truelly sorry <br />i want to give all my love freely <br />but its so hard <br />maybe one day i will....who knows<br /><br />Yonela Mali<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/if-i-should-die-5/
