Every night I sit up thinking <br />Of all the sadness I my life <br />The reasons that push me towards <br />Releasing with a knife <br /> <br />It’s often that I wonder <br />Why I put myself through such pain <br />Remembering such experiences <br />And feeling them again <br /> <br />Maybe there is something <br />That I am trying to find <br />Something to get me past this <br />Leave this emptiness behind <br /> <br />So I make the sacrifice <br />Once again tonight <br />In search of something <br />To help me win this fight<br /><br />Amelie Anonymous<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/searching-27/
