My heart poring onto the page <br />I’m turning inside-out <br />On the outsides all people see <br />That’s what they think of me <br /> <br />All that they see is some smiling girl <br />That laughs away all of her troubles <br />Cause she’s just some rich girl in her own perfect life <br />Now don’t take this wrong it ain’t all that bad <br />But if you felt how I felt, <br />you just might understand <br /> <br />on the inside of these smiling eyes, tears reside <br />for the heart has been broken to many times <br />for this girl falls in love to many a time <br />cause behind what seemed the perfect guy <br />hid 3 girls and 2 children <br />for she never knew who she loved. <br />But finding these out her heart dug deep in memories <br />she stayed with him for as long as he would have her <br /> <br />she remembered back to a smiling guy <br />she fears the love he gave to her <br />knowing he was to perfect to be true <br />but when she gives in to the first kiss <br />her heart then given the first of her many mistakes <br />for once her heart given to her first love <br />but not soon after does it end <br />for he left her for her best friend <br /> <br />once she saddens from this memory <br />does a guy from only online <br />say whats wrong, nothing she says <br />although he knows it’s a lie <br />for she fears him now, she fears everyone, <br /> <br />she no longer believes in trust or true love <br />even this page does not show what everyone knows <br />or thinks they know <br />of the story of this smiling girl <br />always laughing having fun <br />but even now deeper inside resides a dark dark secret <br />that will never leave her mind <br />could this be her hearts suicide?<br /><br />Scarred Unknown<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/inside-out-8/
