i had hoped that they would forgive me <br /> <br />but now my wrist poor out my hearts convictions <br /> <br />and under these sad condisions <br />i think that they would let me die alone <br /> <br />but thats what i get for thinking because <br />there hate has grown <br /> <br />please let me go on alone <br /> <br />let me sing this sad song <br />let go my chains so i can go rong <br /> <br />please let me be misrable in my own cloud of hate <br />let me decide my own fate <br /> <br />dont make me heal <br />now i can feel <br />let me go home <br /> <br />ill bleed from the bone <br />ill die alone <br />ill bleed the deepest crimson <br />only then will my soul be let go from this prison <br /> <br />ill let all my tears flow <br />because then you will know <br /> <br />that soon this pain will brake me <br />and that your god has allready thought to forsake me <br /> <br />and when you wake tomarrow <br />YOUR TEARS WILL BURN WITH SARROW <br /> <br />because you will know that even though you stand here next to me <br />i am not there <br />i dont kare <br /> <br />you will come to my grave <br />you will think your self so brave <br /> <br />REMEMBER <br />i dont kare <br />because im not there <br />I DIED ALONE <br /> <br />this is the last time im going to say it<br /><br />J. Matthew Thacker<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/ill-die-alone/
