I could breathe freely and feel every inch <br />on my body the breezes of air that wind <br />had embraced me, <br /> <br />I can see the light and know that it hurts <br />my eyes when too much ray of the sun <br /> meets my glance, <br /> <br />I can grasp for a hold when everything <br />is humid at nightfall when the sun had <br />just hovers at the surface of the earth, <br /> <br />When I am about to sleep and laid on <br />my soft bed and start to think where <br />will I be after life, <br /> <br />I got so scared, I felt so lost, and I felt <br />alone and felt totally lonely, <br /> <br />I am not sure if I can hold the idea of <br />dying when I knew for myself that I am <br />not ready to leave all the memories <br />behind me, all the people I cared <br />about and all the happy thoughts that <br />made me live longer, that made me <br />continue breathing for life, <br /> <br />I will be lost when I see them not, <br /> <br />If wanting for more life is sinful and <br />selfish I won’t consider such thing if <br />dying means all I cherished where <br />not there with in my grasp, <br /> <br />I’m scared of dying, I’m scared of <br />being alone, but what can I do when <br />at the end fate will lead me there.<br /><br />catty Alonzo<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/a-lonely-after-life/
