Do you know what it’s like <br />To feel empty inside <br />Not even sad <br />Or needing to die <br />When everything feels <br />Like it’s unimportant <br />When all of you memories <br />Seem quite distorted <br />When solitary <br />Is a fear <br />When you need someone <br />To listen...to hear <br />When every breath <br />Feels like a toxic <br />You feel your skin rotting <br />And everything mocks it <br />You try to fill <br />The emptiness <br />With food, liquor, <br />And drugs...but this? ... <br />No stick you can smoke <br />No pill you can pop <br />No needle injected <br />Will make the pain stop <br />No beer you can chug <br />No scotch you can shoot <br />The Vodka you swallow <br />Can't make you feel good <br />The pain it sometimes brings you, <br />As if you're going mad <br />The dreams in which you're dying <br />Are the best you've ever had <br />Your blood feels like dust <br />Your tongue feels like plaster <br />Your Mind feels like rust <br />And like everyone’s a b*****d <br />I'm tired, I'm empty, <br />I'm broken, I'm hated, <br />I'm lonely, I'm dying, <br />I'm feeling frustrated <br />It's okay... <br />I know everyone’s greater <br />...well whatever.... <br />I'll talk to you later<br /><br />Ryan Joseph Holder<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/empty-6/
