I know your secret. <br />You told me yourself. <br />And those grades you attribute, to me and my help. <br /> <br />You work all the time, you have commitments to list, <br />Your lack of time for me leave me a little pissed. <br />I've dug you out, accepted your flaws, <br />Now i need YOUR help, help without that pause! <br />Do you find me a burden? that you hesitate so? <br />Well i don't need you! i have drink and Blow. <br /> <br />So i dig myself in and blame everyone else <br />And you won't understand why I do this to myself <br />See, i can't bear the way everyone's let me down, <br />Sometimes, beside you, I scream without a sound. <br />'When will they see? ' I ask before I Toke <br />They'll only ever see the surface, behind this smoke.<br /><br />Amy Carmichael<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/self-destruction-2/
