My brains telling me <br />Just to give up <br />And stop fighting <br />That there's nothing to lose <br />But my heart <br />Is telling me another story <br />Saying ther's something out there <br />That I'm fighting for <br />That I can't give up <br />Not now, not ever <br /> <br />I need to know <br />All the answers <br />To all my questions <br />Before I go on any further <br />Will I ever show the world <br />Who I truly am <br />Or how I honestly feel <br />Will I ever feel true happiness <br />Or will I just keep playing <br />This crazy game <br />Over and over again <br />Never ending <br /> <br />I'm so scared <br />That I have no fear <br />I'm so confused <br />That I just don't care <br />I'm so alone <br />That I hide the true me <br />No one seems to understand this <br />They just don't get it <br />Everyday they're judging me <br />But they got to ask themselves <br />Is it truly me <br />Or some type of shiled <br />That protects and saves me <br />From the outsides world <br />Hurt and pain <br /> <br />Why do I feel so mixed up <br />Why does my brain just want to give up <br />While my heart wants to keep pumping <br />And keep fighting <br />Even harder than before <br />Refusing to give up<br /><br />Erin Massiello<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/keep-on-fighting/
