You are my drug <br />you run through me <br />I say that we're in love <br />but you always disagree <br /> <br />I want you to love me <br />but all you see <br />Is a toy in your bed <br />Instead of Me <br /> <br />when you said you hated me <br />and told me to leave <br />I heard my heart break <br />and i clutched at your sleeve <br /> <br />'Please say your joking. <br />And you really love me.' <br />but those words were not said <br />so I stood up to flee <br /> <br />I thought he loved me <br />I thought that he cared <br />but it was all a lie <br />my heart was not spared <br /> <br />once, I stood on the edge <br />an inch from falling <br />I was about to jump <br />when i hear someone calling <br /> <br />I turn around to see <br />my best friend.... <br />I couldnt let him watch <br />the end of a life....of me <br /> <br />I said i was fine <br />I faked a small smile <br />he kept me alive <br />for a little while <br /> <br />he saved my life once <br />but never again <br />I must do this now <br />I can not pretend <br /> <br />Im back at the edge <br />an inch from falling <br />and finally this time <br />I hear no one calling <br /> <br />I take a deep breath <br />the rocks are all i see <br />as i fall over the edge <br />one last word, i breathe <br /> <br />'goodbye' I say <br />as the rocks get closer <br />good bye to you <br />my drug.....my lover<br /><br />Jessica Anonymous<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/my-drug/
